Love
for Antinous is at the heart of these mysteries. Recitation of His name
in commemoration of His life and in devotion to His godliness opens the
way for His passage from the realm of bliss into the midst of our heart.
Prepare within yourself a bridal chamber, and He will fill it with love.
The love that Antinous sheds
for His chosen, as He walks among us, has the grace to penetrate our veils
of darkness. The chosen of Antinous are all the homosexuals of the world
whom He blesses. He chooses us before the occasion of our birth. Denial
of homosexuality, when it blossoms within the soul is denial of Antinous,
and is the only cause of suffering. Truth is freedom, and the truth of
Antinous is the Boat of Millions of Years.
Veneration of Antinous the
living god, through the full embrace of truth is life in celebration and
freedom. The ceremonies of the ancient Roman faith, the oblations of Egypt,
the sacraments of Holy Mother Church, and the Litanies of Ecclesia Antinoi
are the gateways that gratitude gives us, so that we may lead our spirit
from this existence to the attainment of perfect bliss. But these are
only initiatory preparations.
Homotheosis is the fulfillment,
the self-inflicted deification that inflames the believer with the all-consuming
fire of Homo Deus Antinous. All one has to do is look at Him to fall under
the influence of His gentle star. Antinous overcomes the soul of any who
remember His name and seek after Him. As He enters, all that was once
mortal in the believer is burned away, until no resistance remains...but
Love. His Name will lift us up to self-deification.
Remember Him and He will
remember you. This is the power that love wields over death. Sacred recollection
transcends the mortality of the body, in defiance of time and distance,
overcoming darkness. This is what has made Antinous immortal, that his
death was not forgotten by Hadrian and His contemporaries. That is has
been sustained and passed on through the centuries by His chosen, by His
priests, by His lovers, and even by His enemies. Loving memory has kept
Him alive, and through this power, we too can partake in the salvation
that Antinous has accomplished.
A Golden Barge carried Antinous
up the Nile with beautiful gods pulling the oars, their muscles straining
against the current. Hadrian sat beneath a canopy of purple stars, with
the standard of the Eagle held against the wind. As the gilded Boat of
Antinous approached the sacred bend, dog-headed priests began their howling
lamentation. Beneath the veal of the night, when no one was watching,
Antinous fell into the river of the cosmos and become star-infused.
He traversed the Underworld,
and shone with brilliance at the footstool of the Maiden. In darkness
Antinous came forth by day, in silence He spoke, and in cold, His living-fire
broke forth. Seventy-two princely demons fell on their faces before Him.
Naked, He had descended into the place of death, now He returned clothed
in the shinning light of the galaxy.
Antinous is our God, the
sacred being who dwells within all homosexuals. For us and for our salvation
He has conquered the princes of death. Antinous has confounded the Keepers
of the Natural Law by the mere gesture of a seductive pose, and with a
turned profile He has destroyed the Moral Order forever, without saying
a word.
Antinous has accomplished
our salvation and opened the way for our passage to His Holy Star. Our
spirit becomes His spirit, and returns to Him; even the Angels who rule
over the world cannot detain us. We have broken free from the cycle of
generations, from the Angels of Life and Death.
Belief in Him is our salvation.
Calling out to Him sets the wind within His sails, beautiful gods pull
at the oars, and the Great God advances in peace. Antinous is in the winds,
His boat draws forth on His breath. He goes forth in strength on His boat,
His beams shine through all faces, but His rays are not known. Traveling
over millions of years in one moment, He comes for anyone who calls out
to Him. We, by the valor of our love for Him, and by the Gnosis of the
fire of his love have broken through the spheres of the heavens and rise
up to meet him, on the shore of the sky.
When the soul separates into
its million parts at the moment of dissolution, Antinous the hunter gathers
them together with His hounds. He will not allow even the smallest particle
to escape, of one whom He has chosen, and who has called out to Him in
adoration and self-deifying exultation.
The Sacred Boat of Antinous
will carry us into the black fire of his loving star. We who seek to join
with Him will sit in the proximity of His beauty, in the company of His
chosen. We will join those perfect gods who are His beloved self, who
are one with Him, who are of one substance, who are His Boat of Millions
of Years.
This is the boat from which
He ever falls, and to which we ever rise. It is not a boat, but a flower.
It is not a flower, but a river, it is not a river, but bird of fire.
Within us all is the Holy
Spark that fell from above, but did not fall. This is the Gnosis that
brings salvation. |