HOMOTHEOSIS
"Gay-Man-God-Becoming-the-Same-As-Gay-Man-God."
Homotheosis is the sacrament of becoming one with Antinous, of not only
loving, worshipping and serving His memory, but of opening the petals
of our flaming soul, of skin of human body in which we are encased,
to the living spirit of Antinous. In order to partake of His divine
presence, one must become the same as Antinous, homogenous, consubstantial,
and coeternal...in as much as one is able. Even a small trace of Homotheosis
is a miraculous and sacred blessing to have within the soul.
Homotheosis is the sacredness
of being gay...it is Gay Consciousness...the realization of transcendence
and bliss, the power and beauty of homosexual fire, spread everywhere,
throughout the cosmos...the gay spirit that has existed since the beginning
of time...which came into being in the body and soul of Antinous.
The perfect beauty of Antinous
which so captivated Hadrian and so inspires any who believe in HIM,
ceases to be an external image against whom the believer is incomparable
and inferior. This drawing in of the beauty of Antinous illuminates
the interior self, endowing us with all the radiance, all the subtle
qualities, the grace, peace, melancholy, devotion, and joy that pour
from the beautiful presence of Antinous the god.
Homotheosis is a passageway
to the eternal Tomb of Antinous within our heart
Homotheosis is a Barque of Millions of Years setting sail upstream upon
the Nile of the Sky
Homotheosis is a Pink Lotus Flower opening a thousand petals between
Gay Men
Homotheosis is the final sigh of a lion with a spear of Antinous thrust
into it's side
Homotheosis is the dark light of an unseen star that shines over the
face of the Earth.
Homotheosis is man-godliness,
or same-as-godliness, or gay-godliness, and it can only be accomplished
by a self-inflicted act of faith in the power of homosexuality, after
the example of Antinous. One must deny the existence of death and decay,
which is rightfully called transient, and cast the mortal self into
the rushing waters of the Nile that flows within the veins and arteries
of our true, perfect, interior self. A body that is the same as and
as beautiful as the marble flesh of Antinous the God. This is not turning
away from life, but turning to Life for the very first time, and finding
the light of the Unconquered Sun that has always shined within...which
bathes the whole world in with a sheen of all-pervasive beauty.
Homotheosis is a process
of becoming as much like Antinous as one possibly can, of seeking to
cultivate an Antinous-growth within one's own heart, of gazing out upon
the world with the eyes of a passerby
This is the mystery of
the Cosmic Love, where the Lover and the Beloved are united in a spirit
that is more than coexistent, being of one substance. Homotheosis is
the blessed state in which Gay Man and Antinous are undifferentiated.
Homotheosis is the Power
and Blessing of Being Gay.